Wednesday, February 9, 2011

The Dawning of a New Day

Wow a new term, more classes, pushing toward the end. Funny when I started this journey my concerns were drama and paper work.  I hate them both!  I said I can do this if there is no drama, no misunderstandings.  Hmmmm I am almost at the end and the drama begins. One stupid thing after the other.  I realized I have grown through this ordeal, I am almost at the end and now the frustration begins... I usually find myself giving up and quitting.  I have come too far and am too close to the finish line to allow some foolishness cause me to quick.  As I reflect on me...I realize that I am really evolving, things that use to make me through my hands up now fuel me with determination.  5 more classes and I can say I made it!...I have learned that this is only the beginning the I have only opened the screen, there is still a door that needs to be opened.   It is a new day!  I have to command the day, no longer will the day command me!